Dear Seekers of Inspiration.
As
I was trying to decide what I wanted to say to you, I kept waiting for
some sort of inspiration to come to me. I wanted my fingers to suddenly
write something down on the paper that would knock my socks off. But
nothing would come–how typical. Nothing grand or amazing, nothing at
all. I was looking at quotes online to see if they would give me some
inspiration when this one caught my eye:
“The
great composer does not set to work because he is inspired, but becomes
inspired because he is working. Beethoven, Wagner, Bach and Mozart
settled down day after day to the job in hand with as much regularity as
an accountant settles down each day to his figures. They didn't waste
time waiting for inspiration.”
~Ernest Newman
How
quaint. This is just what had happened to me. I was sitting, waiting
for inspiration to find me, until I decided to go and find it. For a long time inspiration was something that just came to me; when I would write it was because I was inspired
to write. When I would make something creative it was because I had the
idea to do so in the first place, not because I had an assignment.
Because it was exactly what I wanted to do.
Finally,
today I discovered that inspiration is so much more. I wondered if
there was anything more to becoming inspired besides work, so I Googled
it. I found an article in the New York Times that narrowed it down to
these three things. 1. Work. 2. Be Frustrated. 3. Repeat. Hmm,
interesting. Work and frustration and back around in a sort of cycle. As
I thought about it I came to this conclusion:
When
we work for inspiration, we will gain it. It will take some work but we
will gain it. It might take longer than we expected, and we will become
frustrated, but we will keep working. Beethoven was deaf and couldn’t
even hear some of the great works he composed. I’m sure that at times it
frustrated him greatly, but he didn’t give up, he kept on working. He
is now known for many of his great works such as Für Elise and Piano
Sonata No. 8. Beethoven didn’t waste time just looking at his piano
waiting for inspiration, he set to work pounding on it, trying to get
inspired.
The great artists of this world didn’t just sit down one day and say,
“I’m inspired today, I think I’ll paint a picture that will go down in
history.” That doesn’t happen. How many times did Van Gogh have to start
over on his paintings? How many Bars of Music did Mozart cross out
before he felt like he got it right? How many times have I written and
rewritten this paper before inspiration came?
Inspiration
doesn’t usually come as you sit in the mountains, or as you look at
your bedroom bookshelf. Inspiration comes at each moment as you work
towards the thing you want. It comes when you are frustrated because
nothing will flow into your brain, and when nothing seems to fit just
how you want it. It comes because you are willing
to become inspired by hard work and frustration. Nothing that is worth
much in life is easily gained. We have to work for it, it makes us mad
and frustrated at times, but that is how we gain things in life, we must be willing.
Sincerely yours,
Missy Nelson, a Seeker of Inspiration.
Missy, my darling! Your writing is phenomenal and incredibly....inspiring. You make your ol' Auntie so very, very proud!
ReplyDeleteKeep up the amazing writing, and chick pea salad making! ;)
I love you so!
Auntie Em